Wed, 02 Jun 2004 21:35:21 GMT

"When you can think of yesterday without regret and tomorrow without fear, you are near contentment." Tonight is my brother's baccalaureate. It seems so surreal though. Now that he is going to be moving out and doing other things, it makes me regret that we weren't close growing up. We've just starting talking these past few months, and really getting along. And yes, its true he's made some pretty stupid decisions, but we all do, and although he thinks i get mad about them, i don't. I can forget about it, and that includes the decisions that may pertain to me. I hear people talk about their siblings being their best friend, and i think that's cool, my brother and i aren't that close, but i think it would be cool to consider him a friend, i mean, him and i talk about the same things that i talk about with my friends. so what i guess i'm trying to say is... if i were you, and there were something i wanted to say to someone i loved, i would say it, regret is a bitch.

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 03:05:30 GMT

I've never really had a journal, so, thanks to Miss Stacey Rose, I thought I'd give this a try. Anyway.. lately, I think, I've been in an extremely good mood, and don't you just love that, when you, yourself can tell that you are much happier than you were before? People might say that I'm easily amused, which is true, but I think this is a little more than just amusement. Things right now, are going just the way I want with a certain someone.. not to fast, or to slow. And things wouldn't be this way if my friends weren't so awesome, they have really been helping me out with my "little situation", and even though I don't tell them as much as I should, I really do appreciate it! My friends are the only people (besides God and my mother) that I truly adore, and admire. For now, however, I think I will end my first entry with that, and one more thing.. I LOVE MY FRIENDS TO DEATH, and also one more person that I should not mention at this time, but he has also been contributing to my ongoing happiness!

alexia_d